today.sucks.

hari ini, can be concluded as 70% sucks and 20& hell. 10% so-so. sebab-sebabnya adalah:

1) benci gila kat HEP IPGM PULAU PINANG yang sangat bodoh lagi bangang tu. surat sokongan dah ada, nak surat lain pulak. memang bodoh gila. ee bengang aku! mentang2 baru naik pangkat jadi ketua, en toot toot toooottttt tu nak tunjuk kunun2 dia wat keje la kot. tah. sengal.HUH!!!

2) again, kebengangan kerana SE yang kene dibuat kat penang. oh pls, mana ade transport. untung la orang2 yang ada transport tu. tuk kitorang yang tak berkenderaan ni camna? so sick of their minds. dah la elaun pun takda.

3) kadar allowance dalam akaun bsn yg semakin berkurangan. that's another issue yang sangat membuatkan diriku stress hari ni. sem ni memang sem penjimatan hebat. :D

4) lesen yang tak dapat2 lagi. tension la dengan Metro USJ4 tu! lambatnyeeeeeee nak dapat lesen!! tapi after dapat lesen ni, confirm i'll rent a car one day and pusing2 the whole island. anyone's up to join? *wink

5) berjauhan. dengan. erm..erm... this should be at the top actually. dah la physically jauh, then lately pun dia sangat busy with his practicum, his health also was not in a good condition. hopefully dia sehat betul2 pasni. sangat tension mengenangkan orang2 date di sekeliling. aduyaaiii. kalau korang nak date pun, boleh tak jangan depan mata aku. haha emo gile!
btw: my date mate kat maktab - KOJAH je. thanx weh ko lah tempat aku mengadu selalu. sayang ko! tapi pasni kalau ko 'jadi' ngan kodiang, aku terpaksa makan sorang2 la kat cafe :( hahaha.

6) hari ni aku puasa. tapi pagi tadi, dah set alarm kul 5.15pagi, bajet nak sahur, tapi ntah tertido balik, and i was awakened by Asrin's alarm kul 630. n i TER-cursing plak. i was like 'oh shit!'. bengang lak tak bangun sahur. tapi niat puasaku diteruskan.

7) mungkin sebab dah kelaparan sangat hari ni, so semua benda rasa macam sangat membebankan.

as a result of these continuos stress that i felt, i had a breakdown petang tadi. entah la. sangat tension fikir semua benda. especially num 5. tapi after the oh-please-give-me-the-tissue session, i got up and everything felt a bit relieved. i'll try to go with the flow after this.

and oh, should i go back or not this weekend? as usual.. for me, i dont have a heart living in penang. please. help.